Deciphering

Thorns of life jab
Heart is bleeding
Drops of grief and sorrow
Flow endlessly
Life seems callous

Symphony with time fades
Meaning loses its edging
Nothing makes sense
Emotional heaviness abides
Questions loom large

Why me, why now
How can life be so cruel
What am I here for
Where is my soul
When will agony end

Solace approaches
Soul’s rhythm resonate
Just as the world turns
Circumstances change
Unveiling life purpose

It seem silly to argue
Life lancing the heart
Steering plans off line
Optimism on brink
Mock test of faith

That happened last time
The time before that too
And the time before, before
Somehow I shall remember
Next time thorns of life jab